You want to die please tell you how?

Answer 1

It's personal choice and what you have to work with. Having been in this place, I have no problem with someone killing themselves. Sometimes, that is the only or best solution. Most people don't see this or don't want to look at it.

Sadly, a large percentage of people are just having a bad day and I'm sure they would change their minds tomorrow if they could. The guy half way down from Golden Gate Bridge dicideing it's a bad idea. He lived, that's why we know this. Personally, I spent an evening driving with a loaded 357 in my lap. Permanent solution to a temporary problem.

I decided that I wasn't going to let "them" win. That's everyone who had ever done me wrong. That's what you are doing. That offends me. Letting them win when they are such marginal people. Raise your head up, spit in their eye and get on with your life. There is a solution for just about any circumstance. Talk to someone and see if they have a different take on it. You may find there is something that makes it worthwhile enough to keep on fighting the fight. You may find an antidepressant helps. Got me out of the hole and that was 25 years ago. On them for 3 years, got over it and haven't been back.

It's your life, do what you want with it. Just make sure you have had enough.