["And everything I can remember","I know it's me","And it's been awhile","Since I could say","As it all may seem to be","I loved myself as well","Since I've seen the way","Just like I always do","Since I could stand","The candles light your face","But I can still remember","Since I could","The consequences that are rendered","When I'm with you","Since I could","And it's been awhile","As f***ed up as it all may seem","","","Just make this go away","","Since I said, 'I'm sorry'","And it's been awhile","And everything I can remember","But all that sh*t","Since I could call you","Just one more peaceful day","Since I've gone and","And it's been awhile","And it's been awhile","And it's been awhile","As f***ed up as it all may seem","Since I said, 'I'm sorry'","Look at myself straight","And it's been awhile","Since I could","And it's been awhile","And it's been awhile","The consequences that I've rendered","That I wasn't addicted","","On my own two feet again","","Hold my head up high","Just the way you taste","It's been awhile","It's been awhile","As f***ed up","I stretched myself beyond my means","Since I first saw you"," It's been awhile","Hold my head up high","I cannot blame this on my father","","F***ed things up","Why must I feel this way?","And it's been awhile","He did the best he could for me","Since I could say","And everything I can remember","Have gone and f***ed things up again","Seems to disappear","It's been awhile",""]
Performed by: Staind Written by: John April; Aarron Lewis; Michael Mushok; Jonathan Wysocki
Credits: April, John (Songwriter); Lewis, Aarron (Songwriter); Mushok, Michael (Songwriter); Wysocki, Jonathan (Songwriter); GREENFUND MUSIC (Publisher); I.M. NOBODY MUSIC (Publisher); MY BLUE CAR MUSIC (Publisher); WB MUSIC CORP. (Publisher)
The song is probably the band's best-known song, becoming a #5 hit on the Billboard Hot 100[1], their only song to reach the pop Top 10. The song spent a second-best 20 weeks at #1 on the BillboardHot Mainstream Rock Tracks chart[1] (behind only "Loser" by 3 Doors Down) and a then-record 16 weeks at #1 on the BillboardHot Modern Rock Tracks chart,[1] beaten in 2007 by Foo Fighters with "The Pretender". In It's Been Awhile, singer Aaron Lewis takes stock of his life. He makes references to his previous drug addiction problem and failed relationships with several women. He mentions his father however he believes he only has himself to blame for his problems.
The music video begins with Aaron Lewis going through some old photographs, one which happens to be an old girlfriend. The video then switches between him writing a letter to his girlfriend and the band performing casually in a room full of candles. There are brief shots of Aaron alone in the streets and looking at himself in the mirror while having second thoughts. Throughout the video, Aaron is seen continuously smoking cigarettes. At the end of the video, one of those cigarettes falls onto the floor and burns down his apartment.