How do you let go of the man you love when he has lied to me so much and has deceived me?
I don't know if you remember the song, "Walk Away Renee'" but I can tell you, please do that. I know it isn't easy, but please don't waste your life on someone you can't trust.
Usually men (or women) that act in this manner are controlling and I am sure when you walk away he will try with all his might to get you back. Stay away!
Each of us deserves someone that respects us when we give respect to others. Don't sell yourself short as there are so many wonderful guys out there I am sure you will be swinging off the arm of the one you will so be in love with in the near future.
Don't be afraid ... just walk away and don't look back.
Good luck Marcy
Love yourself. You need to get in control of your self and your identity. Love hurts and broken hearts are horrible, but he will NEVER change. Is that the kind of man you honestly believe you deserve when so many other's don't have to put up with that?