Girl, you are asking for disaster! You display all the symptoms of Anorexia or Bulimia. These are serious diseases. If you continue to take laxatives then you will have major bowel problems that can lead to cancer later down the road. Be smart, start eating right, go to Weight Watchers if you want to lose weight and learn to eat right and nix the laxatives! Live or die girl! If you think I'm not telling the truth then just go onto Anorexia.com and find out. Also you might pay more attention to celebrities both male and female that are tired of hiding behind diets and are coming out admitting they have a problem with Anorexia or Bulimia and many are over-coming it so you can too.