What do you do if you think you used a girlfriend for sex so you split but now you truly know it should have been so much more but now your ex has a boyfriend and all you want to do is die?
I'd say you learned a very important lesson in life and I'm sure
you won't do that to another girl. Sorry, it's too late now. Next
time, don't "use and abuse" but realize that girls have feelings
and treat these girls in the future the same way you would want to
be treated. Marcy