What should you do if you married a man who abused you once which left you nearly dead and him in prison you got divorced had other relationships but keep going back for some reason enjoy his company?

If I were Dr Phil ( or Freud) I would say because he reminds you of your dad. See a shrink and learn martial arts (at least you will know if he goes for you again you can fight back). xx Please don't see him. You will end up dead next time. He's gaining your trust again, and that's right where he wants you.