==new answer== It was the search to learn how to turn it off
that led Jerry Rothermel into areas of opening up that culminated
in the formation of The school of Metaphysics, the university for
development toward the age of intuition. Therefore, I would suggest
that you seek to understand it as he did. Of course, it took him
many years. Because he put in the time and effort necessary, we all
have access to all the proceedures necessary for our
progression.
Many have these experiences without knowing how to relate to
them and most pass it off as just being wierd. I will never forget
my first class and the experience of, for the first time in my
life, here are people who speak my language, and if it is that I'm
wierd at least now I have some company. That was my initial
impression. If you are sincere in your desire to know, you will
connect with a group of people you can relate to for where you are,
and there are many groups at different levels of development, so
just be open to connecting with the one you need for now.