crying, shouting, screaming

Valley Forge is where American troops spent a bitter, hungry, and dispiriting winter. Valley Forge is located in the state of Pennsylvania.

I intend to show respect for myself and remove myself from this demoralizing relationship.

black, bleak, daunting, dejecting, disheartening, dismal, dispiriting, distressing, dreary, funereal, gloomy, heartbreaking, hopeless, joyless, melancholic, melancholy, mournful, oppressive, sad, saddening, somber...

A thesaurus is a great place to seek for synonyms of certain words. There's a great one online @ thesaurus.com

I'd count that as worse than demorilizing!