no, he never fully forgives himself
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yes many times which scares Edward beause he thinks hes hurting her.
Bella tells Edward her period is 5 days late and Edward discovers it by himself.
the song that Edward composed himself for Bella.
Edward and Bella hit it off on their rough honeymoon. Edward goes ensain for Bella and can not control himself, he bruises her and hurts her but al the wile the have sex Bella is in pain but she lovess edward, (and the hot steamy sex)
Bella marries edward not anyone else and have sex and have a baby and Bella turns into a vampire
At first when Renesmee is in Bella's tummy, he hates her real bad cause she was hurting Bella. After she was born he loves her but not as much as he loves Bella.
On her birthday, Bella gets a paper cut while opening gifts. Aroused, Jasper runs and attacks Bella. Edward holds him back from hurting her, but Bella is terribly injured.
He says ' Don't worry. He'll forgive you'
At the end of "New Moon," Bella stops Edward from revealing himself in the sunlight and they reconcile. They attend the prom together, where Bella tells Jacob that she loves Edward. Edward then proposes to Bella, who accepts his proposal.
If you read twilight, Edward uses a metaphor to compare himself to Bella. He calls himself a " sick, masochistic lion", and Bella is the lamb. So, the lamb without a lion means Bella without Edward.
There was sort of 3. Edward left Bella at beginning and at the end Edward wanted to kill himself and Bella had to go to save him. Also, the Volturi wanted to kill Bella after she saved Edward.