Be thankful you have a new chance. Find housing and a job. Or go to school to increase your education. Make new friends and enjoy your life. Don't look back to what was.... look forward to what will be.
An abusive father and rough childhood, divorce from her husband.
No - a life insurance can only be payed out on death.
yes, but you must divorce him first
Probably. As long as being abusive "works" for him (lets him get on with his normal life) there's really no strong reason for him to stop.
no you are not automatically divorced.
People tend to say things in anger. Since your husband is abusive you should consider going to a Woman's Abuse House to find help and learn tools to cope. No one has the right to abuse the other. Your relationship is toxic and you are in control of your life and not your husband. To tell him you are going to kill him is a serious accusation and when you get to this point it's time for you to leave this abusive relationship.
Monica had an abusive and unfaithful pagan husband and a son who rejected Christianity and led a profligate life. Her mother in law as also in the household and she was also abusive to Monica.
It means you are generally concerned about your marriage and you want to have a good life with him.
no they well be like that fot the rest of ther life Abusive people are abusive to whomever will allow it. They are elusive and once in their realm, they start abusing...not matter who the partner is.
Make sure you get 50% of ALL assest and get on with your life
Unless you were ordered by the court, as part of the divorce settlement, to keep your ex-husband as the beneficiary on your life insurance then you can make a change in the beneficiary with your insurance company.
When you are sure that a relationship has come to an end, I think a divorce is the best idea! You have to start a new life and meet new people who will make you happy! Without a divorce you can't feel free to start this new life, something keeps connecting you with the past...!