Not unless you find a good therapist and get some help with those issues. Check with your local mental health association for professionals who deal with childhood trauma.
No.
The mother will nurse the babies for the first six weeks. You may not see this happen. She will do this at night when you are asleep.
rarely they only hunt at night if they have to. for example, if the chick is hungry the mother goes and finds food
No, they will not drop if your horse is not preggo or has ever been preggo.
Yes, mares can be spayed. Every year a few mares are spayed but most mare owners choose to leave a mare intact in case they want to breed her. Mares that are the best candidates for spaying are those with poor conformation, genetic disease's, cross breeds, and those with hormonal problems that lead to aggression and pain.
Most Ns have some sort of fixation. That must be his.
Yes you could is the straight forward answer BUT the mares foal would want to be with its mother all the time and i mean all the time until it is old enough to leave its mother. The mother has to be able to let its baby eat when ever it's hungry and be there to fill all its needs and wants so you really shouldn't.
No
Most times, but not always, the kicking will stop when the pecking order is established when one of the mares dominant over the other and the other recognized the dominance. If the kicking does not stop after two or three weeks then they will have to be separated.
Mother died so no
Egoistic Self-centered Snobby Narcissistic Any of these help?
Unfortunately, narcissism is a life long disease. If your partner is clinically narcissistic, there is very little hope of him or her ever changing.