What did Charles dislike about himself?

Answer 1

Dickens left next to nothing in terms of personal letters and notes, and he was very private, even among his close friends. So it's difficult to probe very deeply into his thoughts and fears and insecurities. However, simply speculating, I'd say the things about himself he disliked most would be his childhood and family. He didn't even tell his wife, much less acquaintances, about his father's experience in debtor's prison and his own work at the blacking factory. He was deeply ashamed of these things.

Answer 2

Charles disliked his physical appearance, particularly his weight and perceived lack of attractiveness. He also struggled with low self-esteem and a fear of failure, which impacted his confidence and relationships with others.