Misopedia is hatred of children , usually teens and kids.
You have a morbid hatred for children...................especially your own.
The word that means hatred of children is "misopedia."
Misopedia, the aversion to children, can stem from various factors including personal experiences, cultural influences, or psychological traits. Individuals may have had negative interactions with children or may feel overwhelmed by the responsibilities associated with parenting. Additionally, societal pressures and expectations can exacerbate feelings of discomfort or disdain towards children. Ultimately, it's a complex issue that varies from person to person.
Yes there is it is called pediaphobia. That is hatred of infants and young children. When you get to the teen years it is called Ephebiphobia or the fear of youth. Actually, pediaphobia is the "fear of children," not the hatred of them. Misopedia is the term you're looking for.