It is a feeling without feeling or not caring
Crying when your dad raises his voice may be a response to feeling scared, upset, or overwhelmed. It could be a natural reaction to feeling threatened or stressed in that situation.
. You couldn't (improve on last answer, or have a relationship with a Narcissist without feeling abused).You cannot have a relationship with an abuser without feeling abused.
The feeling of being a dad for the first time is that of great joy, and the most scared you have ever been in your life. These feelings will change as your first child gets older.
Talk to your dad about these varied feeling to try and better understand the feelings that he may have for you and go from there.
when you are hugged and loved by a big dad, because when you are loved and hugged by a big and strong dad you feel that no one is going to get you and if they try and your dad is strong he will bash them up!! you just feel safe with your dad.
you have to get permission from your dad.
Beats me. That's a question for a psychotherapist. But on to a more important matter: If you can have 5 or 6 full strength beers without feeling anything, you have developed a dangerous tolerance for alcohol. Tolerance for any drug is one of the first clear signs of a developing addiction. That is the issue you need to be worrying about.
A gift basket may be an idea.
Figure out how close a friend your friends are to you. If you are close to them and feel comfortable sharing personal information with them, you can tell them that you don't have a dad without feeling as though they will hold this information against you. This seems to depend on how you feel around your friends and how they make you feel when sharing personal information.
no one knows. He just grew up without one.
there is a dad because without him yo would not be alive to ask this question. :) ~d.qt