I need help im really confused?

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i have a little problem that i need help with..there is this girl i like in my school and she is in the same after school program im in (upward bound) and ive recently began to notice how beautiful she really was..the only time i talked to her was during freshman year when we went on a field trip to sixflags during the upwardbound SRP ...she wanted play my psp because she was bored so yeah..my problem is though that ive always been sort of a lone wolf,not very social, and i kind of began to hate being around other human beings(long story)..butnow that i have begun to think about my life alot i have realised that in order to get a GF i needed to be more social..i looked up similar questions on this website but none of them really helped me out so i decided to make my own account and describe my problem to see if someone could help me out with my specific situation..you see not only do i have this problem with her but also i want to sort of develop an alpha male personality because my dad told me stories about when he was younger and i realised that he was an alpha back in the day,so i want to be like him to get girls everywhere i go and stuff..ive also had people tell me im a good leader and stuff..this whole thin g has begun to greatly strees me out and i don't know what to do...i know these are alot of problems but i really need help with them right now..i would appreciate it if anyone reading this could take the time to answer my questions/problems...thank you