Why do I not feel apart or feel that I fit into her world?

Answer 1

I just feel like we're very different. Sometimes this comes true. Especially being in a relationship. We've both had our hearts broken screwed over and been in plenty of pain. So we now that we have that in common. But I just don't know it's this weird feeling I get. It's like I'm under a microscope with her friends and I don't know maybe her as well but just our world's are so different. She's from the west coast I'm from the east coast. She has a hell of a lot of friends, I have none. She's done things I've done things we have our past. But I just get this feeling that we're very different. Maybe that's what brings us together but again sometimes it's what creates such friction . But we then can talk it out and know where each other is coming from emotionally and feelings wise. So I'm not sure. But I'm sure I really like and love this girl alot. But sometimes I tend to overthink certain things because of our past. She's been cheated on and cheated on others so that brings up a question of if it's already happened will it happen again? But yet she's said she wouldn't do something like that because of what we have. But that what if is always on the back of my mind. It's weird. An she's got people that are her "friends" past friends with benefits that's have popped up recently. But all is cool, but there's the damn temptation. So maybe I'm just jealous of alot of things. But I've been screwed over before hand and it's this thing in the back of my mind just asking when is she. But also there's another voice saying shutup and no she won't. So I don't know know. I just feel weird or get this idea I just don't fit into her world. And I'm questioning why I have that question on my mind.