You can't stop thinking about weed and it's reminding your brain about when you were high so therefore it feels like you are high all the time?

Answer 1

At this point you have developed an addiction to marijuana, evident in the fact that it has taken over your thought process, not allowing you any free-thought of your own. This is typical of addictions of any kind, but it is reversable. First you need to be tired of it, sick of being controlled by it like a whipped puppy. Then you need to do something about it, and not give up or give in.

Take note of people who are stoned when you are not, and see how ridiculous they look and sound. If this doesn't motivate you, then take a look at how little control they have over the space around them, how vulnerable they are.

The next step is to lose them, lose everybody that does drugs of any kind, period. This will leave you with no friends (and few relatives, I imagine) for a time, but you are still better off.

The last step is to read and learn, go to an art gallery, go to the theatre, attend a concert, go to a Maple Leaf's game or a Lady Gaga concert, run a marathon, do something, to meet some new people, and have some thoughts of your own. You will be able to afford any and all of this with the money you are not handing to some wannabe jackassed biker-slime.

In a few months you will be free. In two years you will not remember it was you.