How do you get over an operation that went wrong 5 years ago its messed your head up so bad?

Answer 1

I am sorry things went so wrong for you.

When things go bad like that, it often leaves the patient with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

It is called PTSD for short, and having PTSD does NOT mean you are crazy. It is an invisible injury, and the good news is that it is curable.

Do your own searches on the Net if you wish - there is a lot of information available. To start you off, here is a link : http://tinyurl.com/ahm8v

Please look for ways to get over this. From the way you put your question, I see that it is a big problem for you, but it need not be like that. There is good quality help out there.

I wish you all the best.