How can you leave home without being forced to return in an emotionally abusive house hold?

Answer 1

I ran away from home about a month ago, and stayed with a friend. I ended up having to return home because the social worker said it could be worked on and it wasn't that big of an issue at home. I have been emotionally abused for over the past year heavily, and still quite a lot since I was a child. I'm 15 now, and I'm having many problems at school and in my life, because I'm so upset all the time. I have trouble concentrating in school, and a lot of the time I feel like I'm going to start crying when I think about my home life. The social worker said this wasn't much of an issue and he isn't going to "help me run away" as he put it. But while I was staying with my friend, who's parent's are foster parent's I might add, I was so much happier. We we're going to enroll me in school, but we couldn't because they we're not my legal guardians. So but for that, everything was great. I had my own room, I was happy, I was helping out around the house, I even was going to have a job. Me and my dad have still been fighting and he has grabbed and hit me before, but it's never left a mark so no one believes me. My mom recently moved back in, after a nasty divorce that started about 8 months ago. The divorce was final, maybe two months ago.. I was only with my friend for about 4 days, and my dad had threatened my friends parents, and myself. Nothing has gotten better, and like I told the social worker, my dad hasn't changed and has actually gotten worse. I'm sure once we go in there, my dad will once again blame me for everything, saying I don't try. I'd like to add, I don't have any family to stay with because I either don't get along with them well enough to live with, or an extra person isn't always easy to bring in, regardless if I'm family or not, because of money. What can I do, other then speaking with my dad, because he screams and yells and just disciplines me for telling him the truth. I'd also like to add the fact that I haven't been having suicidal thoughts, but i have been having thoughts like cutting. I've had friends that did it before, and they said it just made everything seem better, and the pain went away and they forgot about everything else. Please help, I'm not sure how much more I can risk my schooling, and my life much more, I cry nearly every night and I can't physically take it any more..