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Let's get f* up and die..

I'm speaking figuratively, of course..

Like the last time that I committed suicide.. social suicide..

Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside,

But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs,

I have learned to love the lie.

I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.

I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense.. yeah

Let me in, let me in to the club, cuz I wanna belong,

And I need to get strong, and if memory serves,

I'm addicted to words and they're useless.

(In this department)

Let's get f* up and die..

I'm riding hard on the last lines of every lie,

And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode,

I'm about to explode.

I'm a mess, I'm a wreck.

I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and short comings,

Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept.

I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds..

And all the things that don't get old..

Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know.

It's the only way I have learned to express myself

through other peoples' descriptions of life..

I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless...

(In this department)

Let's get f* up and die.

For the last time with feeling

we'll try not to smile

As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights

That still shock and surprise.

I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end

But I choose to abuse for the time being,

maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die.

Sister soldier

You've been such a positive influence on my mental frame

If I could ever repay you,

I would, but I'm hard up for cash

And my memory lacks initiative.

God damn the liquor store's closed,

we were so close to scoring

it hurts, it destroys 'til it kills..

I am tired and hungry and totally useless.

(In this department)

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