Honey, it sounds like he used you, I'm sorry but you can't.
You may still have feelings for him.
because he realized what he lost and whats it back
It is normal to dream about what is on one's mind. So if there are lingering feelings for the ex boyfriend, the dreams are reflections of those feelings. The dreams do not reveal anything about the ex boyfriend's feelings.
Take him back
the reason why are you so obsessed with your ex-boyfriend is because you still have feelings for him!
i mean, if he's your ex-boyfriend he's your EX-boyfriend. that means...boyfriend.
Maybe old feelings came back and he realized that he still loved her. And the connection between his EX wife and him may have been stronger.
old feelings
still has feelings for her
maybe you still have feelings for him. just listen to your heart. don't think feel. be with the person that makes you happy. because you never know who waiting in the wings for you. does that help?
yes, it is normal for a girl to look for an ex- boyfriend only if she still has feelings for her ex-boyfriend and is worndering what could have been.