Cyproheptadine chloridrate and cobamamide together are good remedies.
Sometimes you make yourself do things whether you want to or not
Eat your penis
Your bulimic.
The "Why do you want to screw yourself" part is asking why you want to hurt yourself, make it hard on yourself, etc.
dont eat, simple.
Work it out yourself.
probably
ask yourself do you want to make that decision
figure it out yourself
You can make any girl want you by being polite and being yourself.
if you want to find wholeness with yourself, seek the truth,educate yourself,and of coarse...eat a lot of Bacon.