Just be yourself but try new things and be spontaneous and fun. No girl wants a boring boyfrd. if she still doesnt like you then move on cos u cant change her feelings and u will just cause urself too much pain. she doesnt deserve u!
Meeting of the world
It's to embrace your feelings!
You may be right about your feelings. But, without meeting F2F & getting to know them, you can never be sure.
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I will feign interest in the meeting to avoid hurting anyone's feelings.
Either you weren't what he was expecting or you were a one time thing
Was it just talk? If you just talked to him, what is the problem? But, I suspect, that you experienced certain feelings that made you wonder about the meaning of that meeting. In either case you can not resolve anything by telling your husband. I would think that the best way, if you still have feelings for your ex-boyfriend, is to avoid meeting him.
Two stories about that would be Romeo and Juliet and West Side Story.
Meeting someone you like can trigger feelings of nervousness and anxiety because you may fear not being liked in return or worry about making a good impression. The anticipation of the interaction and the desire for it to go well can amplify these feelings.
You can't control who you have feelings for. If both parties agree I'd say it's not.
Margot was jealous of Anne's meeting with Peter because she also had feelings for Peter herself. Margot felt overlooked and overshadowed by Anne, causing her to feel envious of their connection.
It's better to get up your courage and end things now. It's natural to still care for him and like him as a person, feelings usually don't disappear suddenly, but you're mentally looking for an 'out'---to meet new people, thinking about other relationships and experiences you could have. Nothing's worse for both people than to stay in stagnate relationship where you're unhappy and bored and he's worried but is afraid to ask how you feel. It depends how long you were with him and the things you've been through. Work on the relationship.