No, you never find out. He is feeling guilty because he never did find out or tell anyone that that was the farmers plan.
his gay lover
The show doesn't have specifics saying if he really had a lover or who his lover was. But when Tobi talked with sasuke he did say Itachi killed his lover(in the part where he says "He killed his upperclassmen, his relatives, his lover ,his Father and Mother,But he could not kill his little brother.").But later in the show it could be revealed or it could also be part of a lie Itachi mentioned ,but he could of really had a lover.
Orestes
The greatest lover in Kansas is Jory Swogger
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Who is Ian's lover? Melissa. If Lover is his last name, he is Melissa's ex-boyfriend/ current boyfriend, who said he killed Alli, and was last seen with her in the creepy video about Alli saying, "I know you wanna kiss me," and was killed in an accident in the church tower.
Evariste Galois
Allowed himself to be killed by his wife's lover.
When they say lover, they mean something like a "Girlfriend" remember he was only thirteen when he slaughtered all Uchiha's; seeing how he was a stunning Uchiha and how everyone was impressed by his abilities, it simply means he killed a "Girlfriend" it does not mean "Lover" as in sex partner.He did kill his girlfriend/lover but it's not stated in manga who was his girlfriend.
Peter III (of Russia) was killed by a group of Guards officers at the instigation of his wife Catherine and her lover Orlov.
She and her lover Aegisthus stabbed him to death in the bath.
His theory is he knows he did not do it.