You have panic attacks rage paranoia and you have episodes where you loose it and have to scream and hit your fists on things or kick walls ect maybe bash a broom while crying what it wrong with you?

Answer 1

You should probably go to your doctor and ask if you need some medication for anxiety. I used to have really bad anxiety like that, and once I started getting on mediciatons, I got a lot better. You could also take counseling, or buy a anxiety kit to help you get through it without medications.