it is a manual transmission
Yes. If the person has thoughts of suicide, then it is especially urgent to get help.
the error of attributing human thoughts, feelings, or motives to animals, especially as way of explaining their behavior
yes. it's normal in most of the times. especially when she is very horny.
Not all, but many do. Even those who are not gay and especially during puberty. It is normal to experience thoughts of excitement especially towards an act that has "shock factor." Human's are programed to avoid pain and seek pleasure. Any kind of sexual behavior will produce a pleasure response. An additional excitement will result from an act that is unusual or forbidden, so gay thoughts may be especially likely to provoke excitement for men or women. Many men who identify as straight would never admit that they have had gay thoughts, but it is impossible to deny the automatic response to any sexual trigger.
The Victorians did not openly discuss their personal thoughts and feelings, so dairies give us insight into the daily lives and interior thoughts of people living during that time.
Actually it was all in Hitlers mind. With his speech powers he spread his thoughts to all the military and Germans as well.
I'm not very transmission "savvy," but until an expert comes along to provide a better answer, I offer the following thoughts to get you started. The limited info in your question suggests that you have a very MAJOR problem: Badly slipping clutches inside your transmission. Once the clutches begin to slip, they can't recover ["get a grip"] until the input power is removed, which you accomplish by by "backing off of the accelerator, or stopping the engine. You really need a professional to check this out, and make the necessary repair [unfortunately, probably a very expensive transmission overhaul or best, a total rebuild]. You MAY [and I STRESS the may] be able to stretch JUST A LITTLE more life [use] out of your transmission IF you drive it VERY CAREFULLY, by being very gentle in the application of power, NO heavy foot on the accelerator!!! It MAY also help to reduce the problem, if you have the fluid and filter replaced, and the clutch bands adjusted. BUT, with your transmission as far gone as your question suggests, this MAY NOT WORK OR LAST very long, and therefore be a very bad WASTE OF MONEY. You really do need professional help on this issue.
Private thoughts are thoughts that are not meant for everyone to know.
thoughts with their explanation
Soliloquy is the act of speaking one's thoughts aloud when by oneself or regardless of any hearers, especially by a character in a play.
Twitter is an effective way to talk with friends and network with like-minded people, especially if you enjoy the challenge of condensing your thoughts into a 140-character message.