If you told your husband you forgive him when he admitted to a sexual affair why are you still crying about it?

Because it is a hurtful and devasting thing to have happen to you and you feel betrayed. If that happened to me and I decided to stay with the guy and I was having trouble with that I would go to counseling by myself or with my husband to try and work through my feelings. Or you could always un-forgive him and kick him to the curb, go out and find a cute sexy guy and have a torrid affair. That might help, too.